The Nanny

Our new nanny started today. I'm still at home, too, working from home this week while she's getting used to the house and BG. Or while BG is getting used to her. It's a really weird experience to be here while someone else is taking care of BG. By all means, she's doing a great job. BG seems to like her, they have been playing, she's feeding her, changing her, etc. All while I sit on dumbass conference calls and respond to assinine e-mails.

I think this is going to be harder than I thought. It's not just the worry about leaving BG in someone else's care--it's that I'm not going to be with her to play with her, hug her, see her smile. No, definitely not easy.